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Kaiden burst through the door, his presence slicing through the air like a blade. His hazel eyes swept the room in a frantic search before locking onto us–onto me. At first, his gaze held warmth, care, worry–for me. Then he looked at Rubina. Her eyes, filled with both guilt and gratitude.
His gaze flicked back to me, searching, questioning in his heart, “You didn’t tell her about it, did you?”
A charge ran down my spine, as if the temperature had dropped in an instant.
He moved with purpose, his strides quick, deliberate–almost predatory. The café’s warm atmosphere turned suffocating under his glare. My pulse stuttered.
I yanked my hand away from Rubina’s as if burned, but the damage was already done. He would know–he would see it in the tears of gratitude shimmering in her eyes.
Kaiden’s gaze darted between us, sharp with suspicion. His breathing was controlled but heavy, like a man restraining a storm inside him. His fingers flexed at his sides before curling into fists.
“What did you do, Lucy?”
His voice was low, but each syllable carried weight, as though he was dragging them up from somewhere deep and dark.
A lump formed in my throat. I had known this moment would come, yet nothing could have prepared me for the sheer force of it. My hands trembled, so I curled them into fists in my lap, willing myself to stay composed.
“I did what was important,” I said, my voice a careful balance of strength and defiance. “What you should’ve done before. Instead of being a coward.”
The words barely left my mouth before his fury cracked open.
Kaiden lunged, gripping my shoulders with a force that sent a gasp past my lips. His touch was hot, searing, his breath fanning against my face as he pulled me close. His eyes–once hazel, now darkened with rage–searched mine, flickering with something unreadable beneath the anger.
“What. Did. You. Do?” His voice was no longer just cold–it was venom, laced with something far more dangerous than mere fury.
His grip tightened, his fingers pressing into my skin. The café buzzed around us, but it felt as if we had been carved into our own separate world, where nothing existed but his uncontrollable wrath.
I met his gaze, refusing to flinch.
I need to look like I have no guilt. Like I don’t give a damn about how he will feel. I should look mean, cunning, guiltless, and unforgivable. Only in that way, I can gain his hate. If I cry, if I show my vulnerability, he will see through it, see that I had a reason, see that the betrayal was just a decoy for something else. For my love.
“She told me the truth,” Rubina said, her voice small yet steady. “About my dad.”
Silence fell.
The kind of silence that presses against your chest, making it impossible to breathe.
Everything had unfolded exactly as I had imagined it would. And yet, standing here in the wreckage of my decision, I realized that nothing could have prepared me for the way Kaiden looked at me now.
Like I had become a stranger.
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Chapter 79
Like I had broken something between us that could never be repaired.
I had prepared myself for his anger. For the accusations. For the hate.
But it was still not enough.
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Before I could gather my thoughts, Rubina took a step forward. Then another. Her arms wrapped around Kaiden in a tight embrace, her breath shaking as she pressed her cheek against his shoulder.
“I’m glad that the cold treatment you gave me was actually the most earnest thing you’ve ever done,” she whispered, her words like a thread stitching through the tension.
Kaiden stiffened, his entire body locking up as if she had just thrown him into unfamiliar terrain. His hands hovered for a moment–uncertain, unsteady–before finally settling on her back.
“You sacrificed your love for my dad and me,” she murmured, holding him tighter. “I’m so sorry for getting you wrong.”
I watched them, feeling like an intruder in a moment I had forced into existence.
Watching another woman in his arms would be something I could never be prepared for. Their hug made something inside me twist painfully. I had no right to feel jealous, but there I was, feeling it like a brazen fool.
Rubina pulled back, her eyes softer now, brimming with understanding. But Kaiden… he didn’t return the warmth.
He stepped away, breaking the hug, and I selfishly, like a villain in a movie, felt a twisted sense of satisfaction.
“Ru,” he said, his voice calm, firm. “More than anything, you need to have this conversation with your dad first.”
He didn’t wait for Rubina’s reply. Turning towards me, his gaze burned with the feeling of betrayal I had inflicted on him. It was as if the truth being revealed to Rubina wasn’t even on his radar–his mind was consumed by me, betraying him.
Without warning, his fingers closed around my wrist, his grip like iron.
“Come here,” he bit out, his voice taut, vibrating with barely controlled anger.
Before I could react, he yanked me forward, dragging me out of the café without another word.
I stumbled behind him, my wrist throbbing under the strength of his hold. But his grip didn’t loosen–not for a second. It was as if he was afraid that if he let go, I would vanish.
He
swung open the door to the passenger seat of his car, and before I could brace myself, he shoved me inside.
The door slammed shut with a force that rattled through my bones, sealing me inside with the weight of his fury. The world outside blurred behind the tinted windows. It was like here–in this suffocating space–there was no escape.
Silence crept in, thick and stifling, curling around my throat like unseen fingers. The only sound was the ragged rise and fall of my breath, too loud against the oppressive quiet.
Kaiden didn’t speak. He just walked over, opened the door to the driver’s seat, and entered the car.
His presence was a storm, violent in its restraint, the air charged with a tension so sharp it threatened to cut.
I swallowed hard, my pulse hammering in my ears.
To be continued…